Unopened Letter To The World

I'm gonna' find my way
I'm gonna' tell the truth
Give me the strength to sayI need her

Will she be here tomorrow
When she knows I'm not giving all I've got
I'm not gonna' wait 'till tomorrow
I want to be everything she needs today

I'm sorry.

I'm Wide Awake, It's Morning

I live in my mind.

Sometimes, I'll start driving somewhere and once I arrive realize that I can't remember the ride at all; like I just arrived by no means whatsoever yet I'm sitting in my car with the keys hanging from my hand.

I don't want to arrive at the end of my life not remembering the ride.

Perhaps it's time to wake up.

- I'd rather walk a winding road
Rather know the things I know
See the world with my own eyes
No regrets, no looking back, no goodbyes-

The Wind That Blew My Heart Away

I'm not very good with directions.

Never have been, it's just a fact. Give me landmarks and familiar things and I'll be fine but tell me to keep going forward and I can't do it. But what happens when all the familiar landmarks give way and fail to be there anymore? They've somehow moved, or perhaps I'm just not looking hard enough? I don't know. I do know that I can't find my way like I used to. I'm not complaining, really, just asking myself why. Did I change my ways? I know that being with her changed me, not always for the better, but changed me enough to where I can't find where I want to be or go? So should I stay put or keep wandering around and hope to find what I'm looking for? Wait for someone to find me or hope to bump into them on my way? Perhaps I should stop asking questions and just act. But just like not being good at directions, being decisive isn't exactly one of my strong points. I guess I'll find my way eventually. I'd better.

I think we could make eachother happy.

But I'm terrified.

-I used to cry out in the middle of the night
Baby hold me tight but there was no one beside me when I opened my eyes
Now I turn the corner of those days and nights
Something inside me changed and I think I might be starting over
I don't wanna run 'cause you might be the one-